Waking up the next Day to the sound of your wood shaking, you see your phone vibrating from a call, reaching to pick it up, you hear your voice on the other end, "Come to the apartment at around 5:00PM wearing the sexy dress and lingerie in the top shelf, you're free to do whatever you want until then." Your body forces itself up as you approach the dresser, and go through the top to see a tight black lingerie, and sexy white dress, putting it on in the mirror, you're at your most conflicted, You're still you in there fighting to no avail, but you're slowly and slowly becoming more and more Lindsey, you know this because you have such strong respect for this dress.
Going to the mirror you lift up the dress to see the lingerie perfectly hold the fat folds of your body, in such a sexy way. Maybe...Maybe if you accept this is who you are now, maybe it will be easier, maybe the joy you're forced to feel will become real. dropping the dress back down you look at your reflection, perfectly mirroring you a constant reminder of you who you are, letting out a sigh of defeat you smile accessing all the memories lightly and say, "I am no one else, I am Lindsey, I am a mother, I am sexy. I am no one else, I am Lindsey, I am a mother, I am sexy. I am.."
You continue repeating this mantra for the next 6 hours, as you slowly access more and more of your mo-Your memories. The more you do this, the more the joy inside begins to feel real, you love your life, and your family, and you love your body, it's like it was molded by gods.
Looking at your phone, you see it's 4:30, It's time to leave and go to your son's apartment if you don't want to be late. Putting on your favorite high heels you head out the door