You decide you need to get back to yourself before you completely loose yourself; but you don't want to be a guy anymore either. You need to plan this carefully, suddenly you recall the sex game you played with your boyfriend, how is actually you. He had you tied up and blind folded. Why not try the same.
You invite him over to your place, once he arrives you waste no time getting him to agree to a little game where you this time tie him up to a chair and blindfold him.
This gives you all the time in the world to play with the devices settings to get exactly what you want.