You seem to me like the type of person that is incapable of taking any initiative. You are still worth of love though!! I will allow you to have it and also support your submissive nature. You're now a trophy wife to a Russian mob, who is crazy for you. Given the circumstances you are given, your new life motto will be: "I cook, I suck, I fuck, I shut the fuck up", and you will be rewarded like a princess!!